My darling and precious Son. How I miss you each and every day. Not a moment passes nor a breath do I take without thinking of you. Wishing so much for the chance to see you, to talk with you, to laugh with you and wrap my arms around you. This day, October 6th is so harrowing and painful. Nobody understands unless they’ve travelled this journey. And for those people that don’t understand J hope they never do. I Love You endlessly and beyond all measure Matthew. Wait for me. Love always and forever. Dad xxxxxxx